Lost

I know people will never understand me. For some reason, I have this feeling that I am being ridiculed. Not in the most unpleasant way I hope. I feel that in one way or another, I have been seen as some brat talking about her life selfishly. But I’m just saying things here truthfully. But who would know?

As I was browsing my comments on other blogs, I think I have gone too far and I’m sorry. I see you as someone that could be an older sister to me. But I don’t know. Maybe we just don’t have the right lookout in life.

I am not religious. But I still have that belief. I can never be that goody good girl. But I’m trying my best not to do stuffs that would hurt other people. At 20, I’m still lost. Where’s my path to holiness? Or will I ever be worthy enough to other people?

Looks like I’m still straying away in a long road to home..