Confused and Worried

There are things that no one can really foresee no matter how hard you try to predict it. For instance, I am having such a good time conversing with my friend, and then out of the blue, he said “goodnight” without even responding to our former topic. Did I do/say something wrong? I was so happy yesterday because our planned dinner date really happened. But I am so confused at this very moment.

Have you ever been in a situation where reality sometimes eludes what you thought would happen? I am so caught off guard with what’s happening in my life right now. I am lost. There were times that I worry about my upcoming graduation (will I’ll be there?), and sometimes I think about unnecessary things such as the question that my classmates and I would always talk about: Will someone (anyone) hire me?

I worry simple things such as what would happen with my next subject? Will I survive this day without doing something weird in front of the whole school? Will I’ll be seeing my most hated teacher while walking along the corridors of our division? And just recently, Lloyd gave my number to his friend whom I find some kinda weird since most of my classmates claim that he has a similarity with my ex-boyfriend (I don’t find them two similar). Then all of a sudden my other ex-boyfriend is starting to flirt with me again and I hated every single moment chatting with him. Not that I have a grudge over him. He has a girlfriend for goodness’ sake. I could say, you really have a good way of making people cry. :(

Am I stressed to think such unnecessary stuffs? Or maybe I’m going crazy already? I have dark circles around my bulging eye bags. And I don’t like it.

The good thing about all this nonsense problem is this: I like someone from school. Really liking him/blush

Some stuffs are going weird in my head, =))

Have a blessed day everyone :D