How I Wish

I wanted to be as productive as possible. And yet, I ended up a loser. I tried so hard to be on track on the things that I needed to do. But I guess, I need to manage my time effectively in order to achieve that.

One of the things that I miss most is the time that I spent sleeping. In this stage of my life, I hardly get a good and straight 6 hours sleep. That is without the uninterrupted bells of my alarm. Or just being caught up in my unconscious mind telling me it’s time to wake up. I hate it when I am on my bed and suddenly, a nocturnal voice would say that I need to rush into the bathroom and take that cold-piercing water.

I’ve never been to the library this semester. And I really wonder why I can’t balance my schedule now. It seems like I’ve been caught off guard with my OJT and free-lance writing work. I wanted to play games such as my favorite shopping game but now, all I got is a friends-for-sale app I can get on Facebook. I don’t have that much leeway in buying my friends. I wonder how expensive Kim has become…:(

I wake up with terrible body aches; take the cold water bath which makes my head run in a clockwise shift. It’s as if I was being in a Motion Test of one of those watches by A. Lange & Sohne. Turn on the mirror to see that my eye bugs are quite big. I look like the master of all zombies. I can’t believe I took up a pictorial for my graduation picture on that condition!

And just as I gave up reading the novels of Paolo Coehlo, Judith MacNaught, Danielle Steel, Stephen King and others, I am slowly losing a grip on watching my daily news feed. Good thing I have YouTube:D But still, these things aren’t enough. My blogging habit is the only activity I consider productive in the time being.

I wish I could write a topic with sense. Sorry for the poor blogs I have lately. Ciao.

*Sleeping. Hope to have a have a 6hours sleep this time:D