I Will Live Life The Way it Should Be!

A decision to make. Today, I made a list of all the things I MUST do to have a happy life - pray all day everyday, be patient especially to my brothers, stop cynicism, smile ALWAYS, be happy for everyone, etc. It's basically a promise to myself and a guiding list as well to have a happy life. It's something that I needed especially in times like these. Happiness is always a choice and I'm choosing to be. And today, I will leave all the melancholic emotions and just focus on the things that'll make me happy. No more crying and feeling sorry for myself, no writing negative things, just love and support. :)

Baby steps (this is so tough!). My will power was tested a while ago. BUT I PASSED it! Moving from the things that makes me sad is taking all of my strength. But when you did the things you thought are impossible and overcome it, the feeling is just AWE-SOME! And that includes steering away from the temptations of stalking their sns accounts. :P It'll take a while but I'm slowly getting used to it. I CAN DO THIS! You CAN do this Jen!

Temptations go away. Everyday is a struggle to do good, but like any other things in this world, there's always these temptations. Temptations are EVERYWHERE. I feel like I'm constantly battling not to smack my brothers and it's hard understanding them especially if they are being difficult. I find it hard as well not to get annoyed with my father. He gets on my nerves! Aaargh! But I know all these things are tests. Life here on Earth is temporary to be troubled by petty things. Yikes. I'm getting sentimental over everything! :))

To new beginnings, CHEERS! I'm trying my hardest to be the kind of person that I want to be friends with. It's tough but I'm getting there. I hope I'm making a progress 'cause man, this is really, really, I MEAN REALLY HARD. New year is so near I can almost smell and hear 2012. One of the things that I learned is that changing to a better version of you can start any minute, any day, any time of the year. New year's resolution will remain just that if you don't implement it. Your anti-virus is constantly updating to better protect the PC's system. Likewise, we also need to refresh and reinvent ourselves - more like a self evaluation - so that we can address all the changing situations in our lives. Cheers to the better version of myself!

Something to look forward to. A positive attitude is the building block of a happy life. Things are better when you start treating life better. These past few days, I think I'm more happy and contented because I know that I have something to look forward to, something that can only be grasp by faith, something more magical and beyond our wildest imaginations. When I started that 40-day journey, I never thought that I will be transformed into this God-fearing person. I have always been skeptical about these things. What I'm looking forward to this December is for that 40 day to come. Eternal life, not worldly wealth.

I will live life the way it should be. And that's that. :D :D :D